You've Got Mail...

Dear You,

i know these past few months must have been really hard for u, u broke up with ur partner, u were lonely and shit, and u've been asking me out to go hangout with u but i didn't have the time since i have been really busy with family, bestfriends, and assignments, i don't know how i could juggle those, must be learning from my mom to be a multitasker just like her. I'm just so sorry for not being there for u and the last time that we went out, we didn't have this personal talk, i didn't ask how u were doing, and how's your family and stuff, i didn't mean to neglect u, but its just that i have my life. and that is where i am wrong, my life, is to e close to my family and my bestfriends and close friends, like u. So i took an initiative, its better to appreciate someone before i realize that everything's too late...

So after i finally got the wake up call, i started to hang out with u more often since i know ur a lonely human being. Its ironic, ur popular, but yet i know ur lonely, but i am not gonna tell u why, cause i know, i could be wrong ;-)
It was nice hangin out with u, u were as kind as ever and u were one of those rare people that could be super nice to someone and treat a no one like a somebody;-)
And i am glad as hell to have u as a close friend.

After a while, i kinda get the feeling that ur into this person, that u just knew, that person happens to be a friend of mine too...
It was awkward in a way that i really hope that i didn't hook u guys up. Now i know why my bestfriends are telling me not to patch ur close friend to anyone u know, because its the recipe for disaster...
But i just say, its ok, everything's gonna be fine.
But then,
people after people just kept on telling me, they hated the fact that ur getting intimate with this person. It wasn't u, but it was that person.
But i just kept on telling them, give them a chance, give that person a chance, we have no right to judge.
But deep in my heart, i knew something was going wrong. But i kept denying it, i could never defeat my conscience, and if i ever did, the percentage of me winning is 10%-90%.
So i just turned my head to the other side, hoping that if i can't see the problem, everything would be fine.
But everything turned upside down, when i gave hope to this person, falling for you. But i told that person, whatever it is, ur the luckiest person on earth to get you. Please do not break your heart, as i know that ur fragile when it comes to love and relationship.

And after that, i saw another person, got hurt in this stuff. this is like a triangle love shit. But it wasn't my business, it was none of my business, so i just walk away from everything. After that incident, i just couldn't look the person ur intimate with the same way again, as i almost believe what everyone have been telling me about this person, but its not fair doing that. So i just stop hanging out with u guys, and i kept myself busy with assignments. And i can't remember the last time we hung out.

So recently, my bestfriends and i took me to The Gardens to celebrate my birthday at TGI Fridays. While we were waiting for our seat, an old friend of mine and yours said hi to me. It was a pure coincidence. As i was running out of topics to talked about, i accidentally told her that you and that person you're intimate with is kinda close to each other. And she got the shock of her life and told me that, why that person? She told me that ur one hell of a great person and ur not suppose to date that person. She knew that person and told me that someone would get hurt if you guys are still in that relationship. So i denied it, but i just can't help of being guilty and the fact that, i might be the one who started this.

I've been knowing u for quite a while, and i've been knowing this person for quite a while too, but i know who my buddy is.
I'm just telling u that, i don't wanna be nosy and interrupting anything, but, just make sure, that, u won't get hurt, cause i know u've been through a lot. I am sorry that i started the sparkle thingy between you and that person, i could only pray for the best that you won't get hurt.

Yours Truly,
Your buddy who refused to see u get hurt;-)